Why haven't I written??

Wow--it's been a while. Now that I have to chance to look at my blog, I don't seem to know what to say! It's been quite a year, struggling with my job, planning a wedding, my father-in-law's death, and later this year, Elizabeth's graduation. Also Addyson playing soccer (she's so little!) and going to pre-school, which she loves!!

I am trying to take care of my health, but it's not going well--I've been continually overeating and not getting any exercise at all. I went on Lexapro as well. I've always been a little depressed, but I think the menopause really brought that to a head, along with the stress mentioned above.

I seem to feel better, but I'm still not getting much done anywhere. I'm exhausted most days, and I have a hard time getting up in the mornings. My spiritual life has suffered, too. I don't read my Bible much, haven't been able to be in a Bible study for a year, and I'm having a hard time getting to choir practice. Even if I do, if Addyson goes to church with me, I still have to go with her. I have been sub-ing in Addyson's bible school class, and it's great!

I got the strangest call from our insurance company. They flagged people from their claims and offered a service to have an RN call you regularly to check up on you about your health issue. I told her I have a few health issues, but they all relate to being overweight. I think God is sending me all kinds of things to try.

We went to the renaissance fair last week and I bought a hand made psaltery with a bow. I really fell in love with it, and Jim didn't give me any objections. It sort of sounds like a violin. I miss choir, and this is a way to stay somewhat musical. One goal I have is to draw and paint again, but now I'm focused on learning Christmas carols (Jim's request). I just have to someday learn some balance--there are so many things I want to do--and I am 51 years old! I feel like I'm running out of time!



Oh well, I will continue to struggle